Oh Inilah Hidupku...(sehingga sekolah rendah)

Alhamdulillah, akhirnya aku berjaya juga menguatkan semangat aku yang hilang untuk buat blog nie...dan aku terpikir aku nak wat pasal diri aku laa...boley tak??? YEE!!! aku tau semua orang mesti pelik tetiba jaa aku tulis dalam bahasa melayu (bak kata nasha aziz, apa kess??)...Sebenarnya aku cukup sayang kan bahasa melayu nie...yelarr biarpun aku nie 24 jam kat uitm study english jer memanjang, aku tetap tak lupa bahasa melayu (Yess melayu tak mudah lupa lg)....bila aku tulis dalam bahasa ibunda yang tercinta nie, aku baru dapat rasa chemistry (leman mesti suka dengaq perkataan nie) antara apa aku dok tulis dengan apa yang aku sebenarnya fikir (faham kerr??ntah aku tak paham gak)...tapi whatever laa...ok skarang aku tetiba rasa rajin nak tulis apa peristiwa2 menarik yg berlaku dalam hidup aku...hehee

Pada tepat waktu 7.30 mlm 5 disember 1988...seorang bayi yang comel seberat 2.9 kg (ringannyee akuu) dilahirkan di hospital bersalin pulau pinang...mak dan ayahnya mengambill keputusan nak namakannya Noor Ainulfahim...haa itulaa akuu....aku bagaikan sebuah mimpi menjadi kenyataan sebab mak aku pernah keguguran sebelum 'terbentuknya' aku...hahaha...alhamdulillah....aku dibesarkan dengan penuh kasih sayang oleh mak aku....bak kata orang aku mmg anak mak laa time tue...pada usia setahun lebih aku sudah kenal huruf....pada usia 3 tahun aku sudah pandai membaca....setelah itu, aku dimasukkan ke taski kampung kastam pada usia 5 hingga 6 tahun....dan pada waktu petang dan hujung minggunya pula aku didaftarkan ke kelas mengaji al-quran...alhamdulillah, aku berjaya khatam al-quran pada usia 6 tahun....aku pernah di bawa ke surau2 di kampung2 untuk mengaji al-quran di hadapan orang2 tua...ingat lagi time tue orang tepuk tangan kat aku....sayang aku...hehehe..sukanyee....tapi semua ini hanya tinggal sejarah....

Pada usia 7 tahun, ibu aku mengambil keputusan untuk memasukkan aku ke sekolah agama rakyat....atau madrasah..atau nama penuhnya Madrasah Al-Islah....Darjah satu memang satu pengalaman pahit buat aku...aku tinggal di asrama yang serba daif dan tanpa tempat untuk aku mengadu...aku selalu dibuli time tue...bayangkan, senior darjah enam aku boleh mintak 50 sen dari 60 sen yang warden asrama bagi kat aku...setiap hari!!! apa aku nak makan time tue???hahaha..aku pon tak ingat apa yg berlaku tp yang aku tahu...time darjah dua aku keluar dari asrama...aku tak bagitau pon mak bpk aku pasaipaa aku nak keluaq...sampai skarang...(sebab aku mmg kuat berahsia)....so aku pon dok laa luaq sampai laa darjah tiga....mak pak aku beli rumah kat sungai petani dan hari2 diorang pegi hantar aku ke sekolah dkt hulu kampung mana tue....aku ingat lagii kawan2 baik aku time kat al-islah...khairul azmi, mujahid dan...ntah lupa dahh laa...hehe...kami selalu wat benda merapu skali..curik telur ayam orang kampung laa...bergaduh time rehat laa...eee gilaa kan....hahaha...itulaa aku satu ketika dahulu...

Ting Tong...akhirnya aku tiba di sekolah rendah yang sangat aku sayang....di sinilah tempat aku jumpa dua orang kawan karib yang paaaling aku sayang Kahar dan Sulaiman...Pada Januari 1998, aku di daftarkan ke kelas 4K....4 Ibnu Rushd....bersama Azwa...seorang lagi pelajar baru SKBJ...time tue semua orang kat 4IS ... pandang sengkekkk jaa kat aku noo.....dari farhana ke amirah, dari kahar ke sulaiman, dari awatif ke suhaida, amboi amboi amboiii....hehehe...tahun tue mmg jadi sejarah...sebab kali pertama seumur hidup dapat no 3 dalam kelas....hahaha....bukan main happy lagi time tue....ingat lagii cikgu bagi hadiah colour pencil Luna dengan Kertas Lukisan...hahaha...jadi laa tuee....budak2 kann...tahun berikutnya pada 1999, aku ditempatkan di kelas pertama (5 Ibnu Sina)...rupanya time tue baru aku tau, diorang nie not bad laa...walaupun aku mmg introvert gila babing time tue...atau dengan kata lain senyap sajaa...diorang mai tegur aku...time tue aku mula satu geng dengan sobrun, muaz, rashid dan ahmad zhafran....seronok gak ngan depa nie...walaupun kengkadang bergaduh pasal benda kecik...tpi yang paling penting aku baru kenal sorang budak nie...nama dia Kahar...time tue aku laa sorang kawan dia paling rapat...hari2 dia mai umah aku nek beskal...time tue aku dok TNB kuarters umah flat tingkat 2...tingkap aku mengadap dengan jalan depan so dari jauh aku nanti lambai kat dia....hehehe....memang rapat sgt time tue...die pon gemok lagi mcm aku time tue....tp skarang tak dah...dia aneroxia..hahaha...dia tue puuunya la baik time tue, nak naik bas pon takot...hahaha...skarang?? (jgn marah yee kaharrr..hehehe) time tue aku laaa yg jaga dia...time dia demam kat skolah...time die kena ejek kat usm..time tu time niee...banyaklaa...tp tak kisahlaa semua tue...kami mmg kawan baik...

Kerana dia demamlah akhirnya pada tahun 2000 kahar yang quite ok dalam pelajaran jatuh merudumm...tk silap dia dapat no last kot...time final exam darjah 5 tue aku no 8 (wah! nak citer jugak)...yang conquernya sapa lagi kalau bukan amirah (no.1) Sobrun (no.2) awatif (no.3)...yang lain selalu berubah2....tahun 2000 memang memenatkan...sebab aku nak UPSR...aku p 3 tuisyen sekali gus!! gila kowt!! yaa aku mmg gila study time tue...hasilnya, time pertengahan tahun aku dan azwa (yang sama2 masuk time darjah 4) saja yang dapat 5A....so, kami dua pown conquer laa no.1 dan no.2....no tiga time tue tak silap sobrun sbb dia 4A....mmg mengejutkan gilaa laa time tue...tp syok gak dapat potong amirah..hahahahaha(gelak jahat!!)cikgu mariam ngan cikgu zarina time tue mmg rapat habis ngan kami...dia bawak semua budak yg dapat no1 sampai 10 pegi bowling, jalan2 kat bukit jambul...fuhh..besh tul cikgu zarina time tue....tp yang sedihnya dalam top10 tue aku ngan sobrun jaaa lakiii!!! teruk betoii!!! yang lain tak silap aku..farhana,awatif,amirah,syazwani,suhaida,syakirah dan rekha....Kami berjuang bersama2 dalam mencapai kejayaan dalam UPSR...dan alhamdulillah walaupun tak mencapai target..aku dapat 4A1B...bayangkan ada 2 orang jerr batch kami dapat 5A...Amirah dan Azwa (Pompuann lagii)...yang 4A mcm aku -->Sobrun,Farhana,Nurain Nazir,Rekha,Syakirah,Faiez mustafa dan sapa ntah lagi sorang lupa dah....alhamdulillah masing2 dapat sekolah yg bagus2....sobrun dan aku pegi al-mashoor, amirah syakirah dan nurain pegi al-irshad (tapi amirah tukar mrsm, nurain pindah selangor), farhana pegi nibong tebal dengan umar mukhtar, Siti nurazwa tu lak pegi SMK St.George kat penang....kami berjanji takkan lupa antara satu sama lain lepas nie....(bersambung......)

A rose in the night...

By: AyieMagnificenT

Created on 19th june 2008

If there's one night I could grow,

through the thorns that I follow,

a world of bitter and sorrow,
the kiss of pain that I live,

the air of tears I breath,

I'd still be here, now and forever,

loving you till the darkness of hunger,

holding you in my arms,

leaving all behind...till ever,

My heart and my soul are just for you,

My tears and my loneliness are meant for you,

I'd climb thousands mountains,

I'd see through earth to the deepest skies,

But you know it my love,

that I can't help but surrender,

Because standing here is too much pain,

crying here means nothing,

but a river of gloom in vein,

the sea of madness in the eye of the world,

and now do clutch my words...

My dear,

I'd love you till the end of my life,

I'd see you when the time comes,

when everything is right,

and there's no other time,

but hereafter we'll survive,

together and forever...

Oh Mat Rempit!

Oh you don't know how much i hate u guys!!! stupid boys!!! don't you have anything else to do beside merempit here and there??

Oh you don't know how much I hate u guy!!! stupid bastards!!! don't you know how much your parents are disappointed in you guys!! They want you to be a bunch of proffessionals not a bunch of ass-holes making noises on the streets!!

Oh you don't know how much I hate you guys!!! stupid idiots!! You killed my brother!!! How I wish he is here to comfort me to make me feel i have someone to hold on to...

Oh you don't know how much I hate MAT REMPIT!! Stupid idiotically bastard morons who're such a pain in the neck for the malaysian government!

When people are worrying about the fuel price, you are betting to get a girl if you win a race...How stupid you are!!!

You don't deserve to live!! Go to hell!!!!!!!!

Oh Karaoke

Singing is of importance to my life as it encompass the ability to make me feel I am on the seventh heaven and bestow me the way of expressing my feelings through the song I sing. Just now, My cousin Nina, Tasya and Boboy went to one of the most popular karaoke Moghul in Penang 'Karaoke Nyanyian Sekeluarga'

Hurmm...I sang four songs altogether...
1) Ceritera Cinta by Jaclyn Victor(You bet I can hit the high notes???hahaha)
2) Kembali Senyum by Izwan Pilus(I love this song so much!!)
3) Dealova by Once (i've learned how to hit the natural pace notes)
4) Terlalu Istimewa (Hurrmm...its easy to hit the high notes using my own style...wah!)

Anyway...I really love to sing as It makes my heart drowned in a sea of joy!! korang plak suke nyanyi lagu ape???

Oh My Family

Hello everyone...finally i've created a blog especially for me to express or to share the events that occur, occured or will occur in my can-i-say-interesting life....First of all I wanna introduce all readers to my family....I got of course one mother, one father, two brothers (one who passed away), two sisters, one sister in law, and two niece!!! its a not so big and not so small kinda family...

Anyway, this is my father and my father...yes, both of them are working lady and gentleman...My mother graduated from ITM (now UiTM) in Secretariat Science Diploma....and my dad was just an ordinary SPM level guy....But to me, both of them are among the greatest people in the world! I'm not kidding and making statements here because they are ma parents...My father was born in a big family consisting 20 siblings of 4 mothers. He himself had never enjoy his life since he was a kid until he's a full grown up adult...From taking care of his siblings to what my brothers done to him, I don't see any circumstance where I can say he's ordinary....In 1992, a tragic incident happened while he was working. I was 4 years old at that time when he lost both of his hands as they were caught by an electric shock that burned them during work...Its an extremely shocking news that captured the attention of local press at that time...However, alhamdulillah, he recovered slow and steadily. And you know what he'd done tremendous things after that...he'd done his 'haji' to makkah, he learned how to drive, he practised how to write, he learned how to eat - All of these by just using his fake hands...Bapak, I'm so proud of you and I wish you all the best....

Secondly, my mother's name is Rozaini Abdul halim. She's also a miracle too! She was born as an orphan who lived with his only brother Roslan and her Grandmother in a small village in Balik Pulau. Yeah, she's a kampung girl nevertheless she'd achieved everything that we could have dreamed of...Both my father and my mother were born into the same fate (irresponsible fathers). Maybe this fate is the reason that their 22 years old of marriage is going on strong. Rozaini Abdul Halim is a person with strong self-dignity, self-esteem and extraordinare persona that shine through the earth. She's a great mother who'd successfully taken care of her 3 children and 2 step ones. Yes, she's a working lady yet a fantastic mother. There's nothing I could've wished for than having this kind of mother...Thank You Mama!

This is my eldest sister...currently doing his form 4 in Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Dato' Onn. This accountant-wanna-be teenager was born to be a loving person that possess high morality of herself. She's the one who broke my record in UPSR and PMR and now heading towards breaking my record in SPM....She took accountancy because she believed in herself and she truly knows what she wants in her life. I really hope that she can bring the best out of herself and make the whole family proud of her...

This girl in the orange shirt is my youngest sister. Born to be the 'baby' of the family sometimes made her so melampau. I love to have a fight with her though she's a 12-year-old girl pursuing her education in Sekolah kebangsaan Bagan jermal. You know what, she's taller than her sister and her mother and I bet she'll be a giraffe when she turns 15..wahahaha!! I really hope she'll continue to be successful in UPSR just like her sister and .... me? hahaha....Ya, I bet she will....this is Noor Ainul Fazira Binti Abd Rahim....

This is the family of my eldest brother. Still struggling to build a strong financially stable family but has already had two beautiful little girls Kyra and Aishah. Both of them are terribly cuteee!!! I love to play hide and sick with Kyra....She's so adorable!!! I am in the utmost hope of seeing this family to continue on to be a happy family.Insyaallah